I don't know what the problem is but for a month or two now I have been quite unmotivated ;( I hate it. I meant to update my shop and post Halloween things, when I got to taking pictures and resizing I just lost any form of motivation so I stopped. I don't know what it is really but I go to make things and I just have to put it away for next time because I can't finish it, I have so many drawings I haven't even touched yet, it's really killing me. I hate not being motivated, it really annoys me. I figured I would write a journal about this because activity from me has just about died for a bit. I can't say I'm Unhappy right now but maybe a little confused? I don't now really but little by little I'm noticed less and less of a block. I feel I needed to sort of things out and I have for the most part but blah. I do have to admit I feel like a piece of me is missing and that's the lack of motivation but.. I will have it in my grasp again once my brain stops locking me out from doing so! grr.

I hope to be back to normal sooner than later, When everything is back to how it should be I will be posting finally and updating darn it! haha. I also want to do a kiriban and some other fun things like that, I've been afraid to do those because I was like what if no one wants my stuff ;3 ; nooo~ Haha. I want to do something for x-mas that's for sure and something for whatever number of page views and maybe even some sort of game with hints or something like that, brain lock so I can't form anything into words correctly haha. I'll have to discuss stuff with waffle and see what fun things we can brew up! buwha.

Is it bad I couldn't watch all of drag me to hell because the main char scarifies a kitten in it? ;( when they put all the attention on the cat and then were like "You might have to sacrifice and animal" I was like oh god! so I paused the movie and went to wikipedia sure enough I was right so I stopped watching it. I swear I care about animals so much it kills me to watch even fake stuff.

Hmm...well in not so boring and piffy updates I went to see a christmas carol in IMAX 3D lol! and it was alot of fun, I kept a pair of the 3d glasses and Mike was saying they looked like the glasses that capsule wears haha. I have been watching two new JDramas; Samurai High school and Tokyo dogs, both very very awesome and funny. My anime and manga list is huge right now so I won't list them because I'd need a separate journal entry just for those. I bought a few new things in attempts to awaken some sort of motivation within me, it was a no go but gosh I have some cute things now! hoodies, skirts, hair bows lol. I've been playing alot of stuff on Facebook, I can't believe I got suckered into some of these cutesy games, if you have a facebook and want to add me send a note ;o! or just search for Neko Pancake haha. I've been playing on Poupee Girl too haha if anyone has a Poupee girl account add me! Link~ [link]

I will get my motivation back 100% I'm not going to let any of this bog me down for long! I will be victorious! I hope.. xD

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